西友にて

アボガド３個購入。

I am so tired and I have no idea why. Its like that feeling you get when youve been breathing in too much of the fumes from the laundry. My head doesnt exactly hurt, but if I get up too fast or when I go up the stairs (I guess any kind of rapid movement) my head throbs and my vision blurs a little. Its really scary not knowing why the hell you feel like your high on something even though the hardest drug you have ever done is wite out. Of course it doesnt help that I sliced my toungue last night, or that Ive eaten so much junk food today, more than I have eaten in the past two or three weeks. I dunno why I consumed so much crap, it was like once I started I couldnt stop. even as I write this I am sucking on a tic tac. At least tic tacs arent making me feel like Im a pig. Anyways, I tried to clean out my room today, but I just dont have anywhere to put all of my shit. It isnt all my fault either because my mom is the one who buys me everything. I mean, shes so weird about what she buys. I asked her to get me two bananas at the supermarket and she came home with a dozen, plus apples and pears. And when we went school supplies shopping she got 800 sheets of college ruled paper and 1200 sheets of wide ruled paper! I mean, think of all the trees! Hee hee. But seriously part of the reason I feel so drugged might be due to my fright about trying out for the variety show and taking my school pictures tomorrow. You see, I was supposed to find a monolougue to read, but I still havent found anything. Ill practically die if the reason I dont make it is because the piece I chose to recite was too dull. And about the pictures? I have nothing nice to wear. My mom wont let me wear what I want to wear, she wants me to look pretty. Just to spite her Im going to wear my ~I need new clothes~ t-shirt. *sigh* I didnt get the Staind CD, my mom said there was no time in her busy schedule and I have to wait until next weekend, or maybe the weekend after. Sure, theres no time to go to the music store, but theres plenty of time to go sailing and to sunbathe on the deck. I swear my mom is either going to drown or get skin cancer one of these weekends that she is too busy for me..

ふわー、疲れとりました。大阪朝早くて、久々に、口もきけないほど疲れたーーその時思い出したんだわ、スチュワーデス時代を。
時差で疲れてて、よく、トイレの掃除するふりして、トイレの蓋をしめて、「３分！」と決めて寝たっけ。
そんな感じなくらい、つかれとりました。はーーーー寝ますか。お休み